Washrooms of IT Companies!

A particular act of the masses has been so much levying on my mind for some days that I am not able to come out of it and how much ever I try to rationalize with the act, in vain.

With the advent of civilization came the usage of baths, toiletries, toilets, and places of private usage. But in today’s modern world in the concrete buildings and huge structures of offices in cities, this small enclosure that is used to excreta the human wastes has become more in demand for all the other things than its intended use.

I don’t know if I can generalize this act, but for the line of reasoning and to come to a rationalized necessity, I am generalizing it and using it for both the genders of human kind.

The most private and the enjoyable place of human inventions are the Washrooms, no doubt about it. It is 100% the best relaxing centers, seats of discoveries and salvation’s to everyday problems, OK. You people are getting the point; I can already hear smiles and nodding of heads.

Archimedes, found his theory of determining the object density when he was in his bath, the volume of water displaced must be equal to the volume of the part of his body he had submerged. Such is the worth of that private enclosure.

Yeah, so where we were…that place has so much to offer to us, in return of the SHIT we do there. But, who cares!!!

The toilet seat is the best and the convenient place on earth, none of the comfy sofas and beds would offer us such comfort. We are almost comfortable doing anything from reading a newspaper to magazine, a fiction to a non-fiction writing, doing mathematical calculations, working on our interest rates, the balances in the savings account, pondering over the ever increasing credit payments to be done, recollecting the outstanding bills to be paid, every damn thing we can think about sitting on it, which we can’t process sitting in the comforts of the sofa, air conditioners, the lavish rooms, the personal computers or along the waves of surfing that we do day in and day out.

When it has so much to offer can you give away your piece of heaven to someone or with something that disturbs you. Exactly, I can hear your “No’s”…I sympathize with you.

This is the comfort that it offers anywhere it is be it common place washrooms like the shopping malls, cinema halls, airports, railway stations, highway gas stations, restaurants and our very own offices, we can open our God given personal computers, our ‘brain’ to ponder over all the things that we forget the instant we are out of it, Alas!

I know we come to office for the job that is offered to us. But, at any point of time you can see at least one-fourth of the population, oh! You think it too much, Na…it might be a little exaggeration, but it’s fine, ya. Thank god, there are intervals in people taking their time… Ahem! Let me get to the point…

The point of my rationalization with the act is I find the afore said place is being used for all the other purpose along with the intended purpose.

Let me start with some good introductions of usage-

1. It is a phone booth. You can find all kinds of conversations, I guess the emptiness and the solace of the compartments make people move to it, as if the other places are crowded, anyway, conversations of cajoling, laughter, romance, brotherly, sisterly, mother-daughter, mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, husband, children, boyfriend, one0night stand, newlyweds, newly-engaged, newly- in-love, introductions all kinds of conversations possible.
2. It is a relaxing center with the phone on ears. They comfortably sit on the washbasin stand and that too with stretched out legs and clasped hands, thanks to the ear phones and mikes, you don’t’ even have to hold the phone in your hand. Don’t whom or who is on the other end, you don’t whether they are talking or listening to the silence, who is benefited the ‘Service Provider’.
3. It is a place for all the private talk. This is the most common phenomenon; people come in groups and go in groups. I seriously don’t understand how this is ever possible. And even after they are at the private sinks they don’t keep quite, they continue with the over the door conversations, and if you ever hear you really go mad, at listening to all the code and decodes in the sentences. You never know what they are talking.
4. If you want to pick a fight with your loved ones, this is the place. You can scream at the top of your voice nobody hears and you can also hear the sorry and make-ups to follow.
5. The best part, if you want to have talks about the gossips going about in the office corridors or things like who gives a stare at whom, who is impressed by whom, who gets the most allowances, who is going around with whom, what are the affairs that are legal and non-legal…Oh! what not, a plethora of details and stories, indeed!
6. You can also hear the vivid descriptions of the most happening discount sales and the wonderful collection of clothes and accessories in the town and across the city! The best places to eat, shop, roam and hang-out! You can even catch one or two beautiful reviews of the movies that are running in the town !!! Not to forget you also get a medical help to the several or lighter problems in life which is a mix of all the ‘pathy’ of medicine known to human cure!
7. Last, but not the least, the intended purpose. Hmm…at last peace in using it for the right purpose.

I am not able to understand how they can deny the privacy and the peace of the place and putting it use for the right work. Some people even still talk with the phone on behind the closed doors of the closet. I wonder how they do it!!!

It is very disturbing when you find someone in there talking, laughing, arguing, cajoling, and doing what not. It sometimes feels as if they might be laughing at you, with no purpose. It is so senseless and I wonder, why, they hell they built the washrooms in the first place.

Or sometimes, I am really motivated to write a letter of requisition to the authorities asking for a phone booth area for all the love talk these people want to have or conversations of magical importance to themselves and let me do my work in eternal peace.

But, what should I have the subject line of the mail, keeps me dropping the idea…I feel tempted to say, ‘Allow some peace in the private closets of the Washrooms.’

You can read a detail of a 'Men's Room' here at my friends blog :
http://mota-blogs.com/2009/07/17/my-stint-as-a-sw-prof-part-ii/

Umpteen Ways to Seduce Men, But 10 Best I Know!

Here is my contribution to this blog. I am not saying whatever, I henceforth; say is absolutely right or wrong!

I just felt like saying this after all being spent my life till now in an environment that has been cohesive to both the genders of life. I drive some nonsensical theory to the all accumulated glib about the other gender with whom I spend about 1/3 of my lifetime right through schooling till I finish off with my official duties!

Read on, men folk if you agree to what is being said here, I appreciate your cooperation and the women folk who feel this is a piece of information to follow please, rethink!

1. Behave intelligently, but be Stupid!
The turn on for most men is the intelligent part! If you want to be intelligent then get yourself equipped with the most intriguing subjects and interesting articles. Learn to speak intellectually and if you cannot do that just take care enough to keep yourself of the knowledgeable group. Carry yourself as the most knowledgeable one and put up a fight to every other thing the man says! Do not argue for it turns him off.

Try to tell things in a way you inflate his male ego and put in on a dais that treats him as a man of great unconquerable knowledge! Nevertheless, the tough part is though being so intelligibly, intelligent you have to behave stupid coz, men like being stupid. They need somebody to be as stupid as the concept of ‘rain clouds’. You got to be saying, rain clouds is created by God, who pours them on the town or city which has the maximum number of innocent and good people, like him on earth!

Now, I know that it is an unreachable goal but that is how it is! Try, you can do it! We are women of today’s world we know how to play our parts in the play!

2. Be a Kid, but also be a Woman to lean on!
You got be a kid who does all kinds of tantrums and jumps up with joy at the sight of a Cadbury bar. You must also be the woman who can be the person who should be able to decide when he is lost, which path is correct, which restaurant to go, what food to eat, when to go and come, where are the things…etc, etc…,

3. Be Attractive, but not Sexy!
You should be the perfect woman he flaunts in front of his friends but you should not over do the flaunting. Meaning the flaunting should never turn to flirting even if it is from the other side. The friends should not go up to him and say, ‘What a woman you are!’ Even if the person had said in the rightist sense of the right, sense ever said. This episode will be a crime and will remain etched in his mind even when he is subconscious! Never overdo the liberty given to you or to his friends!

4. Be a Listener and Intimate him about his things!
Now, this is the toughest part and you need odes of strength to do it! You need to be listening to all his crap and never raise a word to him. He will not be able to keep his contacts, he will not able to remember dates, even if it was today, he will not remember where he kept things, he will not know what to do in fever, he will not know how to light a stove, etc.

You have to listen to all that he says he cannot do and agree that it is terribly hard and bad on the nature that his small brain is not capable of doing so many things. In fact, you have to help him learn all this and then even remind him of these in a way that, you do not sound BULLY.

If you do all these things perfectly you are an angel, but when you ask him to remember of help him remember it, for example, you casually tell him, Tomorrow is your mother’s anniversary, it will be a blow on him. He might scream back, or tell you with a grudge that he remembers it perfectly and thanks for the help! You have to tell him things in a way that he recollects things in a unique way out of his small brain! Each brain reacts in a perfectly apt way, so be cautious!

5. Right combination of Homeliness and after Dark!
The woman has to be homely that is very much the girl next-door image that is cute and strongly recommended by the immediate blood relations. That is not what is required here, you need to be also the girl who knows how to shake a leg, make a drink, enjoy a drink, and give the right moves and all that in the dark that is not available in the light! This very hard to describe, being naive are gone with those days, when Hema Malini tried to woo Dharmendra! These are days of Kareena and Saif, Shakira and Baby face! There is lot to do in this small world and limited time, that you try to enjoy everything and end up hanged-up or hangover!

6. A very Normal Person with ‘THAT’ Unique Quality!
Hmm…what should I say about this. Haven’t we seen several movies, Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, Rab Ne Banadi Jodi, and many more? It is not the Quantity that matters here as in the unofficial terms, but the in the official terms the ‘Quality’! You got quality that is it. You are a Boomerang; things keep coming to you, not you going to it! You are the centre of gravity, this quality can be anything ranging from a small slop sided smile to the long painted nails…but you should have Quality man!This quality will make him crave and walk upside down but never let you down.

This quality will set you apart the thousands of attractive people and miss worlds and universes…none comparable to you! You are the world and the world is nothing, it is all that unique Quality, mind you! Quality is the motto of life!

7. Be an expert cook and be a non-professional in cook!
It is said and widely accepted, that ‘The best way to a man’s heart is through his stomach’. Meaning to say, if you cook him delicious food and make him eat, he is almost there for your every peck and call! You need to cook in the perfect taste and color, that he licks the remains of the food without leaving anything for you! You serve him with the utmost patience and love that he feels eating more even if his stomach does not allow him.

Nevertheless, when he gets to cooking he is the utmost adorable person you know! He might not know ABC’s of cooking, but one bite will tell him that there is something missing in it. In addition, that missing you thing you would have added! He might be able to tell you what is wrong with it, but knows for sure that something is missing.

When he gets into the mood of cooking then you need to forget the art of it, coz any amount of telling him will not work! All the ingredients are there without fail and he might have added some more thinking that it might give him that extra flavor that you always missed! Believe me, you feel like a non-professional in cook even after several years of listening him to praise your cooking and adding on those extra kilos!!!

8. Take life seriously and be prepared for unplannedness!
Yes, you got be taking life seriously. After a certain age you cannot be going fun and frolic. There is a time to play and make fun. rest of the time you are supposed be worried about your future, think and plan for your future. Correct your past, learn from mistakes(even though, they don’t!).
You are supposed have a proper plan for everything you do. You got to know things in advance plan for it and not take things for granted. But, when he is ready for a unplanned trip or event then it is all fun and you need to join. Coz, that is how life is unplanned and unexpected. Come on, ya what is the fun doing all the planning. Tell me does it make sense?!

9. Learn to read roadmaps and never ask for help!
Yes, you heard me right learn to read roadmaps. You might not know what is west or north but if you want to impress him, learn it quick and perfectly that even you are lost in Antarctica, you know your way out of the mess with the help of the map!

What holiness it is? You are not supposed to ask a man or a passer-by for the way or help to guide you. You are supposed to take the address of the place with and adhere to the address, it says lane no 3, then it is exactly after lane no.2 even if you don’t find the lane 2, you have to find it to get the lane 3.

Who said you can approach a person, and ask him for guidance? Don’t you have manners? What will he think? You got to know which part of your house if facing which side. North, south or east, west? What you did not read geography and history in schools?

You can get back home even without finding the way and call up your friend and discuss on the phone for long hourts how you went about the same street again and again but missed the exact spot where you had to take the fright turn, but not ask a person who passes-by for the address!
That’s exactly how you read road maps. You don’t know how to read them, now use the technology, use Google Earth!

10. Be a complete woman, but never a Dumb!
Last but not the least the whole thing of being totally a woman in all sides and angle. Don’t forget your curves and angles to be intact for you are out of shape, you have competition and comparison waiting for you!

There are a whole lot of people who come in front of you from all sides and remind you of being a rounded off figure to some extinct territory! Beware, you got be a woman with the ultimate combination but, still be the woman who is a Woman for the Man!

The ultimate combination is ‘Beauty with Brains’, that works all the time, when his is not working and intact! I know your beauty should do all the chemical reactions and the brains should do the talking without hurting the male ego! Oops, did I say that……..na…na…The brains do the talking!!! You get that!!!

Disclaimer: The above written content has nothing to do with the men I know and with the men I might know. It is just an extension of my thinking mind! What to do I am woman inthe whole sense of being a human!

No intended meaning, here. Thank you for taking it in the right sense, possible!

What to write?!

It has been two months since I touched this blog of mine with some good or bad write-ups or even written about my expressions to my life.

There has been lot happening at this side and the world across. I had been also been affected by some two major episodes of life at large in this world.

The big and most devastating news of the 'King of Pop' - he reigns no more!

He was a legend and he made music for the very meager men who knew not about music but knew to copy his dance moments and thought that they could also make fame like him!

I have heard the songs of Michael Jackson, on the outskirts of Chennai city, where English was a language not known to many. I have heard them down south in almost most of the small tea shops on the highway and the houses of the unknown in the villages!

I have seen small boys, trying to imitate his dance and glorify the act to an unbelievable event!

He will live through these small acts of appreciation in years to come! I wonder what about the future generation who will not be able to see him perform in LIVE!

The next thing that affected me was the marriage proposal of Archie Andrews and Veronica Lodge.

How come, Archie could do this to Betty Cooper? How is this possible? What about Betty, then is she getting proposed by Jughead or Ronnie?!

Why the hell did Archie fall for the snob, Veronica?! How could the writers do this?

I was wondering about them as real characters. But they are the characters of the famous comic of ‘Archie’ that still instill the reality in all our minds when we read them!

I am great fan of this one comic book and it is a absolute read during the journeys that you make up and down every now and then....the two companions of my journey will continue to enthrall me as long as I am there, no worries if they don't know me!!!

When a Journey comes to an End…We start a new one!!!!

Have it occurred to you that every journey we take ends at an appropriate time and then we go on as if it did exist in the past?

Same thing is called the “Process of Life” in other words. I am at the end of the road from where I can see two roads parting in the front; one is like the less traveled and the other more traveled. This reminds me of Robert Frost, ‘The Road Not Taken’.

What shall I do, should I take the road not taken and be the one who experience a lot of different aspects of life?

I am talking about my tenure in here; it is almost the fag end of my long and timely association with this organization. I joined in here with a lot of aspirations as one gets into an organization.

It has been three years and one month in here and it has been with a lot of expectations, rejections, hardships, failures, excitement, happiness, wealth and prosperity.

I have seen the every emotion of life working in here. There are a lot of disappointments and who does not want a prefect working experience.

I started off with the office in the beautiful city of Madras and had slowly been transferred to Hyderabad on requirement and haven for almost two years in Hyderabad. I have my own share of experiences here. I had been involved with several hot projects and very demanding things in the project.

I learnt some several new tools and tired to master them during the course of work and have been challenged to do work that I haven’t done before. I have worked at different locations and projects.

I have met New People, New Program Managers, New Team, Freshers, Experienced People, New Office Boys, New Attendee’s, New Locations, New Workstations, and Interacted with the VP’s. I almost have been met so much people that I had almost to acknowledge a lot of faces in the common gatherings like Fire Drills, Cafeteria, Coffee Points, Wash Rooms, Waiting for the lift, ATM’s, Passing by, and walking into the office and walking out of it.

I have also enjoyed the treasure of earning money in here. The golden days of the ‘DEPUTATION’ will certainly remain etched in my mind as long as I survive to revive it.

I have my share of regrets from this organization as well but as far I consider my tenure I feel I could have done better and there were better people around. But to be frank, is there an organization that fits ‘Picture Perfect!’

There are certain aspects of this organization to change and bring in new people…but people are people and they learn to survive.

The blog’s of this organization has given me a lot of activity and I had enjoyed being here as I long I wrote and was participative here. This sphere has given me a new dimension, enhanced my vocabulary and given me a more command over the subject that I stand united.

I make my exit with a heavy heart as this space has given me a lot of friends and emotions that are tied to my life time. I never knew there are people of the same caliber and same likes and dislikes spread across space and time.

This space has also given me the courage to do things that I haven’t attempted ever. I feel obliged to all the people who have read and commented to my work of imagination and acknowledged the might of this person as I stand - Kavitha Kumaresan.

I take leave of all the things that this organization has given me, leaving the physical entities and carrying on with the mind full of memories and anticipations for the future. I hope to meet all the friends I had here in the future too, in the same exciting forum.

This isn’t the end of road; this is just a beginning of another one!!!

Keep smiling and do good to reap the benefits of good deeds!!!

Just Wondering!!!

I just read a fellow blogger write about me....this is the second time another blogger wrote about me in the same space that we share day in and day out....!!!!

I wondered what made them write about me...Still wondering, Why?!

I feel obliged by their comments and inspirations that they bring to my soul...the hardest content on this planet is to bring a satisfaction to the inner self of a human being....leave alone the inner self of a person.

It is enough if one reader sits through your initial lines of writing. The writing has to have some kind of rhythm and life in it for it has to invoke the inner sense of living that we all correlate as the ‘I’ of ourselves.

Did I do that? By, my friends writing about me I really felt, I am that!! But the sense of accomplishment tells me, ‘Maybe you have the talent, Kavitha?!’ the other mind of mine says,

‘Hey, now come on don’t fly high. What if a certain group of people, who are in the same, like minds accepted your writing and accolade you, there are several others who might not have enough found your stuff all that edible at all….Enough I try to silent that mind of mine. In vain, it screams larger than ever.

I wonder what to do and just sit back and introspect myself…I find I am almost there to be a good reader and listener, but a writer I am a long way to do something commendable.

I feel great reading your responses about my writing, maybe I am different and maybe I am unique, but will I be there without you people…No way.

I stand in gratitude to all the people who have read my posts…and to all those people who haven’t felt worth a read!!! Coz, it makes me sharpen my talents and the more I sharp the more

I poke at you to turn back at me and at least touch my post for once!!!

Yes, have I been successful in telling a story convincingly. I guess I made a point there. I made people wait for my posts and read it. It was a challenge writing ‘A Medical Romance’…I still remember the days when I used to rack my brain for ideas, situations, thoughts, dialogues, scenes, etc to make my story convincing.

The days I try to sneak in time during my office time to churn pages of story and post it and then constantly refresh the page to read the comments….

Seeing the comments, though it was almost by the people who had been waiting for it to be posted…I liked the way they responded to my views and writing and the happenings in the story.

I had a lot of people ping me on my communicator after this story became a hit list on blog, they wanted to know what is to become the next day and it was even made them imagine what will be in the next episode….

I have to confess, here…each chapter of A Medical Romance (AMR) was written carefully and each day, with one chapter to be posted. I wrote each chapter afresh with not thinking about it except for developing the plot….someday as days went by I had to post two chapters a day and then it continued…

Till the day I started writing AMR, never had I done anything like that and never had imagined I might do something like that. I have written 31 chapters with a Prologue and an Epilogue…It was great thinking and arguing within my mind about the best of scenes and dialogues.

I will never forget the trips that I made from my home to STC by Satyam bus, full of songs and thinking and building on my story…the one and half hour journey from Kondapur to Bahadurpally gave me ample time to think, ponder and develop my story and write it on pieces of paper wherever possible…and keep it ready to translate it into a chapter and revisit it.

I used to also read out my thoughts into my mobile and record them…for later visit and translate them into words. I did all that I could in that time and that was the only time available for me to develop my story.

It was a great feeling when people out of blue dropped by the post and post their comments…I had already an audience but when I used to read comments of occasional readers that used to enthrall me to write more effectively.

It was a great experience writing for an audience and an audience who used to wait for my posts and my story was great return that I earned and will always cherish those moments in my mind till this birth. I kept talking about all of your comments till the last post and even after that to my family and friends and I felt proud and accomplished at having such a talent.

I hope to publish this story as coffee book or a fiction…day is not too far when I do that. When I see you people remember me for AMR, I feel I can do it.

Till then, will stay in my memory and feel obliged to all those readers who had made me write. I know the world outside is waiting to meet this ‘WRITER’ who writes for ‘YOU’

Signing off…in true inspirations of tomorrow!!!

Phukat Ka Maal, Phukat Mehi Gaya!

Hmm…I am describing a strange happening here today. I am not able to come to terms with the feelings of the occurance. I am just wondering, why I am not reacting normal to it or am I behaving abnormally?

It was a fine Saturday morning, I was at my hostel, it was quite and calm. The day started as usual with the gup-shup over morning coffee and then the detailed plan for the day. We (I, another 2 girls) decided to go to the ‘Brand Factory’ shopping mall and do some shopping, as one of us wanted some thing.

I did not want anything to buy clothes but had wanted to pick up some basic needs of the month. I had to use the Food Bazaar of the same building. We decide to leave at 4.00 pm in the evening, when the sun is less resilient and scorching, unlike the day.

Therefore, finally we left our hostel at the appointed hour and started our journey towards ‘Brand Factory’, which is somewhere between the bus stops of Jubliee Hills and Panjagutta.

We reached the place and started looking at the various things of display starting with the sandals and shoes section, though nobody had the intention to buy a pair of sandals. Nevertheless, who knows, a woman never knows what she wants, but has to look at the things that has been offered to choose.

I seriously did not have any intention buying any piece of cloth, until I saw the ‘Bare Denim’ brand and their offer. By, the time I had come to the point I already had some of my immediate need items from the ‘Food Bazaar’ and was just tagging along with them, passing comments on the things they selected or rather telling them what they expected out of me at that juncture.

All, I had to do was to nod in agreement to whatever they asked me, “This looks nice, na.” “Hmm…yes, but you know this goes better for this…etc…etc.” You now how difficult it is to handle a ‘woman of choice’ they want all the qualities and quantity in one…how is that ever possible!

Oh! How many things to consider before you make a choice, the color, the texture, the design and the brand…Oomph! You can never say, sometimes I believe they should go to the milling mills and ask for their versions and then start the weaving machines!

Nevertheless, do you think, they will know anything there…Na…Na! It is because they have so many choices, choosing one out of the possibilites is difficult and there are many probabilities to our choice.

Jokes apart, the shopping basket was getting heavier, we had to drag along. Thank god, the shopping baskets come with attached wheels. The wheel basket is a unique ‘Innovation’ of a man, who had tried hard to balance the load and decided to attach wheels to carry!

I was standing in front of the ‘Bare Denim’ racks looking at the offer and it was irresistible, three at the price of two. I know it is a goof, but I was ready to fall for it. I saw some rare colors and picked my share of three. I was to try them as well, look for fitting and things. Normally, I do not do that but in a crowd, you follow them!

After our session of trails and re-trails we noticed that we were either big for the clothes we chose or the clothes were big for us. We tried all combinations and after our trail session, we got on to the top floor, which is the ‘sportswear’ section.

Now, I did not have any disposition to buy anything from here how luring the offer may be. However, you know the sales marketing personel is very much clever and brutal. The offer of ‘Buy One Get One Free’, is absolutely luring at us…I was not carried away by it though we were right there looking at all those beauties…You do not believe me! These sportwear are more like a fashion statement today then serve the purpose.

It is as if we end up buying these beauties only to flaunt them and tell people how interested and privileged you are to your well being that…You only know! Every day we feel you should use your shoes for a walk, or jog or run and then you procastinate that tomorrow will be the day. Well, each of us has our own reasons…now wont they be valid with so many brands available! What do you think; all sportswear is just for sports, AH!

Wait until I narrate this…I kept my calmness even as a pair of yellow sneakers, beautifully craved, was luring me and by the brand “PUMA’ smiling at me and asking me to take it over. I even stood there and imgained how good this shoea will look on a Friday causal dressing day and all those compliments…Man, it was echoing on and on.

I finally had to call the guy to ask him how much it was…Shucks, these brands always come with a price I guess….!!! Now, my friend who was worried about her increasing weight (the only thing that does not wait for you to respond!) wanted to jog and run or do something to reduce the gradual increase (but was not ready to scarifice her sleep!) I know it is difficult getting things easily!

She had wanted to buy a sneakers for quite sometime and did not have clue to what and how to buy…so she started to look for and the offer was good, beileve me!!! So, we started suggesting things for her and she wanted something in only black, we told her it isn’t school shoes and you have to wear them in different colours and sizes so that people notice…

Therefore, the hunt was on…finally after what looked like a decade, the search narrowed down on what was like two options left. Therefore, she had to take the one she liked and the less liked by her. We were on fun spree and I just cajoled that she can give off the ‘Phukat Maal’ to me, as she likes it least and I liked it!

Nothing settled then we just went to have dinner by then it was about close to 9 o’clock. We had food at the ‘Malgudi’ house, the place of southern food! It was good…and left from there getting some heart shaped balloons from the balloon vendor and had ice creams at the ‘Temptations…’ the best ice-cream vendor in my place. It was a great evening with no regrets until it all went topsy-turvy…!

Though it had been two days since she gave away the Phukat Maal to me, I was wondering she is not being normal to me. Then, on the third day I found, a knock on my door at about 11.00 pm, I wondered who it was now. I find this girl standing and she says she wants to talk to me…I thought ok so what’s it.

She says, ‘Hey, Kavitha if you aren’t using the shoes I gave you, my friend wants it.’ I was open mouthed…I did not know how to react. I just recollected from the shock, my reflex worked perfectly, I know many a times it bretrays me…and look here it worked perfectly.

I cooly said, Yeah, yeah sure, here take it…actually, I was planning to wear it today, but since yesterday it had rained I thought it was not safe. Here take it…’

It took some fraction of seconds when all this happened. She went off and I stood there like a stupid, not knowing what to do. All kind of emotions flowed in to me, I felt deprived, I felt hopeless, I felt like crying, I felt Like screaming at her…I felt like revenching ion this particular aspect…I found it hard to digest and it was almost 12.00 in the night I could not explain my situation to anyone.

I tried claming my mind as if telling myself, “It was here’s and she took it Kavitha, relax anyway it wans’t yours…” However, the evil side of my mind did not listen to me and I felt depressed. Somehow, I played some music, the music looked mocking, and I splet off with a heavy heart.

The next morning I find her speaking to me normally, I thought ‘Man, Girls are girls on all days. Now, I know why men find it difficult to talk to them…‘Perfect Camouflage’

The whole point of writing this post is why I am not able to come to terms with this happening. It has been about 4-5 days and I am still debating in my mind why it is so? Why is that? I have no clue, but yes this episode has certainly taught me to be carfeul with things that are being offered to me in any form! It is right under the radar! Do you get what I say!

Congratulations to My Satyamite Friends!!

Hey, heave a sigh of relief…the ordeal is over.

I congratulate every one of you, my friends at Satyam who stood by and saw this day happen.

I could not be with you all and share the joy, but I sincerely wish you luck from all my heart!!!

The day is not far when you build the company, as you all have done. The sun is out and will shine!!!