State of Mind

I have a small mind of mine
That rakes my soul for answers
I don't know or rather feel frightful at the answer

I look into bleakness and expect it
To answer back!!!

I wonder if there was anybody at the other end
Would come to my rescuse
But I am not able to see, they helping me!!!

I sent prayers and wishes for it
When I get it I don't know
What to do with them!!!

What state of a mind is this
I live with!!!

Help is within 'You' cries my mind
Consantly and endlessly
I heed to it, I am back to square one
Looking into bleakness
And hoping someone would come by!!!!